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To Have You Around

by Zach Winters

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1.
Watch us stir a flame from ashes— everything a part of me, everything inside of me— make our bed beneath the aspens— everything a part of me, everything inside of me— afternoon, a rain is passing— everything a part of me, everything inside of me— pack our bags — we’re leaving tracks here— everything a part of me, everything inside of me Sweet companion, break bread with me We’ve miles to go, let’s hold steady And as another summer passes we scatter its ashes to the wind And with every path we travel homeward seeking wonder seeking rest— this is how we live Where's a friend, my memory's haunted with someone who can comfort me someone who confides in me I've always wanted a companion, someone who's a part of me — someone who's inside of me Sweet companion, break bread with me We’ve miles to go, let’s hold steady
2.
When I have stated all that I want will you answer? will you answer? When I have chased you through every haunt will you tell me it doesn't matter? Sometimes I can't see it as a game — what we're playing And the wind plays across the tall grass in the fields and the fruit of the orchard how it tugs and the trees they all know how to dance one together but as for me, I'm knock-kneed and lead-lunged It is just those thoughts I ignore turn back to what I'm thinking those are the ones that would waken my heart but I am drowsy, and they surprise me Sometimes I can't see it as a song — what you’re singing
3.
Can you even hear me? Sometimes I wonder Can I really feel you out beneath the thunder? Cause there’s what he said and there’s what she said, but our love won't survive on the words of others so I want to hear you with your own lips say "come on — come be near to me" Can I really see you if I hide behind my brothers? Climb a tree to meet you You picked me out (red-faced) from the others  Will you even catch me? Sometimes I wonder Stumbling through the darkness Out beneath the thunder 
4.
Buffalo 02:31
5.
If the sun is shining down on me if the world is spinning naturally just squeeze my hand so I know you’re there But if darkness covers over me and the world is pressing down on me just squeeze my hand so I know you’re there Cause time is gonna come So take my hand — let’s run Or why do we hold hands at all? Ooooooo, squeeze my hand If the road is rising easy if the rain is falling gentle just squeeze my hand so I know you’re there but if we’re lost and breaking down oh baby and the sky above just storms like crazy just squeeze my hand so I know you’re there Cause time is gonna come So take my hand — let’s run Or why do we hold hands at all? Ooooooo, squeeze my hand So if the sun is shining down on me or it burns out and we’re about to freeze just squeeze my hand so I know you’re there
6.
Taking a shower with a known carcinogen knowing you will never live again and your brevity is awesome and you feel it and you wait Stop trying to worry about it time goes by tells things that you don't know while you're trying to worry about it now Stop trying to worry about it troubles they will come and they will go while you're trying to worry about it now Another year another fear to feed you feel the frays in your mortality and the gravity is awful and you feel it and you wait Stop trying to worry saying Hey what will we drink what will we eat while you're trying to worry bout it now Stop trying to worry bout it Father knows already what we need Why you trying to worry bout it now Do you really want something else? See the birds passing winter Blooms back from wilt and wither Don’t let the worry of tomorrow get in to steal from us today Do you really want something else?
7.
And I don’t need you now your clinging wrist that used to hold mine I used to feel so sick, and maybe I was but you poisoned my water And now that I can see more than I did, though incompletely I’m turning you out, cause I don't need you now Oh, I don’t need you anymore Why do we love things that we know things that we’re used to? I always let you in gave you my bread and you took my breath And you were such a thief taking what I had and you gave me nothing And now that I can see more than I did Oh, I don’t need you anymore
8.
What did you mean when you said "love"? I had hoped for something a little more tangible It's not as if I haven't heard something like this from you— guess I never understood before But you turn it on me — "what does love mean to you?" And it comes in like evening light through the window
9.
Night takes my worry off the leash oh that sorry wounded beast still bites Autumn steals the courage off of me like the icy fingered breeze strips the branches And the trees so tall do they feel it at all with their hard hard skin? Someone, oh just tell me who to be I will listen carefully to someone Doubled, my mind is doubled over maps but I've forgotten who to ask which way And the line that you draw does it circle my heart or color it in? Summer and I'm a man of some repute but will I remember you or tighten the noose that lifts me? Darkness — I’ll keep my wonder close to me the stars make blinded eyes to see if we’ll let them Like a child I lie set my worries aside as you take me in
10.
We won't say a word — unless we write it all down but I don't want nothing, but to have you around Words, they get lost between me and the sound that's why I don't need nothing, but to have you around Oh, I wait for a ghost — an empty chair If they raise me up, or they cut me down hey I don’t care nothing, but to have you around And I don't even mind if I'm a friend or your clown— cause I don't want nothing, but to have you around You cut the cloth of the skin where I’m bound that’s why I don’t want nothing, but to have you around
11.
10,000 miles behind us and 10,000 more to sing our love and I ain't trying for a chemical reaction I was hoping for more from our love And the spring brings the rain, after blossom comes the fruit— and then love is our drink — and love is our food I love my woman, love my woman Sometimes when we are apart and my thoughts turn to you, my love I'm reminded of a vision of a highway that diverges for a time, my love but every good separation shall come to an end 
and we shall see the good, oh my lover and my friend I love my woman, love my woman And the sun might shine down tomorrow or the wind turn cold and grey but I'll keep my heart for you whichever way I love my woman, love my woman
12.
And the sunset lingers last on the ocean oranging those patches of clouds, and then the blue falls/follows hard And the summer leaves a note for the autumn gently closing a door somewhere in the sky And I cannot leave you alone and I can't get you off of my mind (no, never) And I watch the waves crawl up to the sand as high as they can and return their salt to oblivion And I lay there eyeing the stars through the window figuring it can't be that with us when holy love fills the void And I can't get it all sorted out, but you were the first one to call (and I missed you)

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released June 30, 2017

Aaron Strumpel: trumpet
Amber Mattfield: violin
Caleb Friesen: drums (1, 2, 3, 5, 7)
Jason Barrows: some electrics (12)
Jesse Proctor: drums (6, 12)
Lane Winters: vocals (1, 2, 5)
Wilhelm Koenig: percussion (3, 11)
Zach Winters: accordion, acoustic guitar, banjo, chest, electric bass, electric guitar, kalimba, mandolin, nylon-string, percussion, piano, slide guitar, snare, tenor banjo, ukulele, vocals

All songs written & produced by Zach Winters /// Mixed by Zach Winters & Dave Wilton /// Mastered by Dave Wilton /// Engineered by Zach Winters, Dave Wilton (drums on 1, 2, 3, 5 & 7), Jesse Proctor (drums on 6 & 12) /// Photo by Theresa Fryer /// Recorded at The Winters House in the side room between September 2016 and April 2017, with additional recording at Coalesce Audio (drums 1, 2, 3, 5 & 7), Shovel Studios (trumpet 5 & 7), and The Bonner House (piano 12)

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